Thursday, July 23, 2009

Take Two

Yes, this post is way over due...as are about ten other posts I have in my head right now. But, you must understand my computer usage is very limited right now as I am living at my parents. This post is coming courtesy of my brother who has opened up his apartment to me for the night just so I can use his computer...thanks bud! :)

Well, we moved to Lubbock - big change number one. And then I had to find a new doctor - big change number two. I know most of you are thinking, no big deal, a doctor is a doctor, how well do you even know your doctor? Well, let me say as a pregnant lady you get to know your doctor very well. I mean I saw the guy every four weeks for the last 8 months - he gave me confirmation that indeed I was going to have a baby, he let me know that our baby was ok when I thought things had gone terribly wrong, he gave me my first pictures of our baby, told me to expect a little girl, and month after month continued to give me news that she was developing on track, and that her heartbeat was strong and healthy. How can you not feel close to someone who gives you this kind of incredible information?!! I trusted him so completely and was very excited about having him deliver my first baby.

Obviously, this is not going to happen. And on to change number two - the new doctor. The day after arriving in Lubbock was my first doctor's appointment. Thankfully, Brad was still here and able to go with me which made me a whole lot less nervous. I was very skeptical and went into the appointment thinking it was very likely I would turn around, walk out, and begin looking for another new doctor. This, of course, didn't happen. Honestly, the doctor was great. He was surprised, I think, to be seeing someone for the first time at 33 weeks, but asked our story, how we came to Lubbock. And took time to talk to us and really made us feel like he had all the time in the world to answer our questions. Now, if you have been to the doctor's office a lot (or even a little), you know that this is not always the case. So, him giving us this gift of his time was really wonderful and gave us great confidence in him as our doctor. He even does an ultrasound every time I go in...which is amazing! I love getting to see our little girl and so this is like a gift that was completely unexpected. So at this first appointment he did an ultrasound and printed out pictures for us as I told him I hadn't seen her since 19 weeks. She had grown A LOT since then! He told us she was five pounds - and breech. But, he assured us she had plenty of time to turn. This week I had my 35 week appointment, and she has turned! Praise the Lord! (Now we're just praying she stays that way!). He also said she was about 5 1/2 pounds which means she will probably be a little over 7 1/2 when she is born. Haha, I joke that my pregnancy has been the epitomy of average and Addison's expected birth weight is just right in line with that. Haha. I couldn't be more thrilled!

To sum up my feelings - I have been blessed! God provided me with another amazing doctor right here in Lubbock who has answered my questions and given me another glimpse at my precious little girl. I feel very confident in his abilities and as he happens to specialize in high-risk pregnancies, I know that if anything goes wrong he can handle it. Will I adore him as much as I did my first doctor? Probably not until child number two...if ever. But, do I trust him and feel so thankful to have him as my doctor? Yes, and that is what is most important in this last month! And, hopefully, with appointments every week we can develop a doctor/patient relationship quickly!!

Here is one of the adorable pictures of our little girl - you can actually see some of her little facial features. :) Let me help you see it...she is looking to the top of the picture. You can see her forehead, closed eye, nose, upper lip and chin. (Don't feel bad if you can't see it, it took Brad awhile too!).






Thursday, July 9, 2009

Change...Take One

Well, here it is - the first of the big changes in our lives...moving to Lubbock.

I am officially moved. And almost unpacked, I might add. On Monday I said goodbye to our home and to Waco, and Brad drove us to Lubbock. My car was loaded down with all of my personal belongings and the rest of the baby stuff. It was so weird to leave - I don't even really feel like I was able to say goodbye to all of the people I wanted to say goodbye to. I feel like I had been saying goodbye for awhile, but then all of the sudden the time was there to leave and there seemed to be no finality to it, ya know, no one last hug and goodbye. While we were in Waco we were so blessed with so many friendships, and so many people that loved on us and cared for us that it was really hard to leave. Throw in the fact that I am eight months pregnant and I had an emotional day on my hands. :)

But, now I am here. I spent all day yesterday unpacking and organizing my stuff, and I have spent today unpacking and organizing the baby stuff. This Saturday Brad will bring the Uhaul full of all of our possessions, and we will unload them into a storage unit, as we do not have a house yet. And then on Sunday Brad will head back to Waco to finish working with the Fire Dept. and will officially move himself here August 2nd - in time for the baby to be born (at least that's our plan, I hope our little girl doesn't have different plans!). :) So, needless to say this is all a huge change in our lives, and anytime there is change it is difficult, but I am keeping busy, focusing on our arrival, looking for a house, and of course I have my wonderful mom to hang out with! :)

I am looking forward to really settling in - Brad moving here, starting his job with the Fire Dept., and hopefully moving in to our house! And, if the truth be told, I feel like my life is just waiting for the next month when Miss Addison Elizabeth will be born! But in the same moment I know I have SO much to get done before then, so hang on Addison, give us as much time as you can, I want everything to be perfect when you get here! :)

But, I do want to say before I close to all of the people I know and love in Waco: Thank you for everything you have meant to Brad and I the last two years. We have felt so blessed to get to know all of you and spend time with you. You have each brought something different and wonderful into our lives and have helped us to grow. We will always cherish the time we had with you! If you are ever on your way to Colorado or New Mexico, remember that Lubbock is on the way and we know a great "bed and breakfast!" Please stop and stay with us. Or if you ever just happen to be in Lubbock, you are always welcome in our home...I know that's unlikely, but the offer, of course, is there! :) I love you all and will miss you terribly!